Be Mine

All de way,
walking in my gray way.

All alone,feeling lone
without u am none.
Can't step ahead,coz
You're ahead.Be my side,not beside.
Darkness creeping, without
a meaning,After all its just
an another feeling.Strange,
still aching,yet craving.
hands still chill, dono how to kill,
Only you can fill.

Not aware of de provenance,Let
this be my virtual provenience.

Never ever gone thru this,
Yet this is my solitude bliss.

So,
Be my way when I walk
Be my words when I talk
Be my dawn when I wake
Be my joy when I rejoice
Be my flavor when I favor
Be my tears when I cry
Be my smile when I smile
Be my feel when I feel
Be my soul in my soul
Be my sleep when i sleep
Be my dream, when I close my eyes
Be mine.

All we need is a change

What for we've entered this world ?!
Only for a hold,as everyone would.
All are same, whom to blame ?
All I need is a change.

I can feel,love is lost.
Let me be again to host.
All are same, whom to blame ?
All I need is a change.

None seems to smile,
as if it's a mile .
All are same,whom to blame ?
All I need is a change.

Feel de love,show de love
Love de love,to volve
All are same,whom to blame ?
All I need is a change .

Darkness prevails,although
the source never reveals.
Lets not leave as it is.
All are same, whom to blame ?
All I need is a change.

All are covetous,
nothing short,nothing less.
God,erase this avidness.
All are same,whom to blame ?
All I need is a change.

If everyone claim, why should I blame ?!
All we need is a change.

What made me to pursue ME ?!

Atlast I've hit de keys to blog a post after a long gap, coz all these days I was dejected and confused abt my future, and nw I'm doin something and tats my post graduation. I nvr thot in my life I wud be in a classroom again, evrytime this proverb proves its mettle in human life, ' Man proposes and God disposes.' Whenevr we take on somethin, ultimately things take another direction in de end.

Let me come to justify my title, Actually last year 2008 I finshd my BE CSE and fortunately got my offer letter from an unfortunate company, as anyone wud get studyin in a prestigious institution like SSN. Like everyone, I enjoyed de remaining days of my coll life, ' Whats der in life after gettin an offer from a corporate company ?', this was my thot at tat time. But life taught me, ' Hey Fool, there are much more than this in life' , But I never listened to my instinct, So am being taught again in de course of life.

Coz of de Global Economic Recession, my DOJ was/is delayed, and I was totally left blank, dono wat to do when the days rolled one after de other, no one showed me positive signs in this changing world. I'm a person, who will not even try to efface de bitter memories, So I always struggle to get out of any bad state. It took months to conceive in my mind, tat der is no other option except grooming myself as a teacher or continue wit de PG. I made up my mind and started writing applications to all de Engg. colls wanting Lects., But in vain. I was forced to hear de same answer from everyone, "Sorry Mr., We want only ME candidate", Again in a state of confusion. Here I wud like to remember the proverb MPGD. So applied for TANCET and got 26.135 as my score. As per de rule of MPGD I didn't get a seat in any of de Govt. colls or G.Aided Insts.. So got in to this KSR in Mgmt. quota. Almost 3 weeks have passed since I joined ME CSE, and as usual enjoyin my coll life. This is my life for de next 2 years, and I have to finish it in a gud manner unlike my BE.